Once a CHS-ian, always a CHS-ian.

Mr. Lean : "JANGAN MENANGKAP GAMBAR LAGI."

And 5S1 continues

A story of its own...

The thoughts and experiences of a typical CHS-ian, starting from the beginning.

2007.

All the rules were ridiculous. The teachers were ridiculous. CHS was the equivalent of a large jail cell.

1B1 was interesting enough, but not a place I would have liked to dawdle on for too long.

Was the top three for the entire year in that class.

Experienced the first spot-check in my life.

Became a probationer.

Had the first failure in my life when I didn't make it.

Had a bad time at home as well. Was kicked out from my piano teacher's house. Stuck at Grade Six.

Entered the Creative Club, didn't fancy it, left.

Learned Japanese for one year, found it lovely. Would have continued, but the teacher left.

Joined Taekwondo.

Engrossed self in MapleStory.

Began writing at the dead of the night, on scrap pieces of paper. The idea of a blog didn't occur yet.

Thailand was mediocre.

Life was shitty.

2008.

2A2, was too brilliant for my taste.

Got to know a few girls, one in particular named Zi Shan. At that time, I had no idea she would be with me until 2011 yet.

Had no place to go. Entered the Creative Club again. Didn't like it, and left once again.

Had no idea what to do with my high school life. Attended the Librarian interview.

Failed it.

Wanted to be so badass at that age.

Began swearing and cussin' like a sailor.

Picked on a girl who was badmouthing me. Got some girl mates of mine to confront her just so she could get a scare - but not that much of a scare.

It backfired.

Stayed in the discipline room for a day. Didn't need the girl's gangster of a brother to interfere. Didn't need all that confrontation to happen. That was 080808, bane of my life. Was not in the mood to watch the Olympics.

Had a new piano teacher.

The Taekwondo continued.

Started to bring my music player to school.

Began this blog. Original name - piinkyshadows.

Wondered what the fuck made me put that name. Changed it to paradoxicallysadistic.

It stayed since then.

Had hair snipped by Puan Susan.

Obsession with MapleStory continued.

Started getting into relationships.

Went to New Zealand.

Results dipped.

Was known as the Trance Queen.

Was known as Shadowfaux.

Life continued to be shitty.

2009.

Decided to take a new stance in my life.

Decided to stop being such a prat.

Decided to grow up.

3A2, still an epitome of brilliance.

Results improved.

Quit MapleStory.

Determination ruled me.

Joined English Debate. Saw how a tournament went. Was fascinated.

Was kicked out due to several reasons.

Swore vengeance.

Obtained it.

Decided to change my life even more and start out from the beginning.

Witnessed IT Week 2009. Was immensely interested.

Joined a club that would change my life - Itanium Solutions, the Computer Club of CHS.

Became the Vice-Secretary. I raised my eyebrows at how abrupt it was.

Continued having relationships with guys. Continued the breakups.

Breezed through PMR.

Enjoyed self at Turkey.

Life began to improve.

2010.

4s1 was a potpourri of everything different.

Stayed out of the way and tried not to step on anyone's toes.

Should have known that Zi Shan would end up being next to me.

Had not much of a problem dealing with studies.

Had minimal tuitions.

Decided on taking up Arts and English Literature as extra SPM subjects.

Was elected as President of Itanium Solutions.

Fought off backlashes.

Decided to start writing Fanfiction in an order to improve sense and style of writing.

Struggled with new duties.

Struggled with IT Week 2010.

Struggled with CHS Cyber Games 2010.

Struggled with maintaining a calm sense of self.

Knew that although art was a passion of mine, writing was my future.

Cursed braces.

Cursed being a female.

Cursed boys.

Was known as the Boss, or the second Fuhrer.

Obtained Grade Eight theory qualification.

Things were getting amusing.

Europe was a beautiful place.

Wanted to return in the future.

2011.

5S1 was just another older version of 4S1.

Decided on my future.

Parents were initially against it. Showed them my work, involvement, everything that I could show.

And they agreed.

Decided to take things a step further by joining the English Department of the Editorial Board.

Interviewed teachers.

Wrote articles.

Had fun.

Did the class page.

Retired from Itanium Solutions.

Refrained self from getting into relationships.

Obtained Grade Eight piano qualification.

Obtained black belt Taekwondo qualification.

Receieved conditional offer letter from University of Canterbury, Christchurch.

Unconditional offer letter - pending. They await my certified copy of forecast results. My sister shall show it to them when she returns there.

Smiling at the prospects of the future.

Smiling at the challenges that await me.

SPM, though worrying, will not kill me.

The future awaits.

To be continued.